Tuesday, October 29, 2013
Thursday, October 17, 2013
You were only a few years older,
and I was nothing but a kid.
You were the smartest boy I'd ever met,
and I was nothing but a soul that hid.
You were perfect and you damn well knew,
the damage you could cause,
to a silly little girl like me,
who'd love you without a pause.
And we were nothing but confused teens,
who didn't know a thing about love.
Well maybe you did, but for sure I did not,
'cause I stuttered and shivered and lost.
I lost my ability to control my senses,
and I lost my ability to think.
Because back then my world revolved around you,
and that was nothing but a big mistake.
Because you woke up one day,
you called me to say,
"I'm sorry," and you said, "we're through,"
And I couldn't comprehend,
what went through your head,
'cause it was nothing but out of the blue.
From that very moment I looked at myself,
and I wondered what the hell went wrong.
'Cause I loved you, I think,
And I did everything.
You were home, you were where I belonged.
And you made me obsessed,
and you made me depressed,
and you made me so insecure.
I was only a kid
What the hell did you think
when you said you didn't love me anymore?
Until this day, I wouldn't know what to say,
if you ever showed your face to me again.
'Cause you were my first and my most painful hurt,
but you were also my very best friend.
I'll always remember your birthday on November,
and the way your eyes turn to grey.
And I'll always remember that day on December,
when you told me you missed me one day.
You don't know the effect you have on me,
and I'm pretty sure you never will.
'Cause I try my very best,
to hide what's in my chest,
so this friendship of ours stays still.
But I will always love you because I cannot hate you,
no matter how hard I try.
Your memories would always feel bittersweet,
because I could laugh and at the same time, cry.
And I'm scared we'll get older
and get married to other people
and maybe even have kids.
And I'll see you on the corner,
of your favorite bookstore,
and I'll be back to the soul that once hid.
Because you made me express,
and you made me impressed,
with your charm and your assuming.
And I'll always dread the day,
when you finally come my way,
to ask me how I'm doing.
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
Some photos of my LAST year to play in the Milo Olympics, since I'm graduating soon. I have to be honest, this really breaks my heart. I'll miss all of the people I met, all of the times we've won and lost. I'll always remember our "chamba" wins. This year, we won bronze again!
Saturday, August 10, 2013
Since my dad recently bought me a new camera, I decided to try being artsy and (try to) take nice photos. So here is the very first photograph that I took which I liked. Now I don't have to steal quality black & white photos online from anonymous photographers. Hahahaha
Btw, the title of this post is actually a song and I really really love it.
Wednesday, August 7, 2013
Hello! I just turned sixteen two weeks ago. Which means I haven't properly blogged for fourteen days - this justifies how stressed I am. Even on the weekends, I don't have much "me" time because I try my best to catch up sleep. Ahhhh, I hate how most of my posts end up having the words "I'm" and "stressed" next to each other. :(
Anyway, since my birthday fell on a Sunday, my family and I went to the Church. It's called Simala? I think. And here are some photos I took.
PS MY DAD FINALLY BOUGHT ME A PROFESSIONAL CAM AFTER MONTHS OF BEGGING! YYAAAAAAY! I CAN'T STRESS HOW HAPPY I AM!!!!!
So this means these are all amateur pictures, please forgive my amateur - ness...
After Church, I got home and found these on my bed from Mister penguin..... What a surprise..
After a quick nap, we decided to go to Shangri-La for dinner.